ninjazombiecupcake

TO STAMPS!!!!
Sweet lord baby JESUS idk why but these stamps are so amusing, but i think i've favorited about 50 of them in the last couple hours x3
Idk how to put them in this journal tho, so ill just do that later cuz im waaaaaay too lazy to figure it out.
But anyways its wednesday and that means the next day is thurs, and thursday means i get to see my amazing bf!!! I still don't like how i can't see him every day tho. Why did my parents have to wait for me to be with the perfect guy to restrict my social life??? -_- but w/e, im used to it.
But what i'm NOT used to is how good my parents treat my brother compared to me. My brother almost got suspended/expelled for throwing a pair of scissors at a kid and he gets his video games taken away for 2 months, it WAS a week but my brother then decided to be a smart ass to my parents and got punished more, while on the other hand i told my dad that i didn't like running, and i still don't have my ipod or my facebook back.
so much fairness
but w/e, im dealin with it and ive got my amazing bf and awesome friends to help me, so i can survive then next 2 1/2 years till freedom....i hope O_O

So yeah, i decided to write another journal cuz i don't feel like having all that anger on my profile page. But anyways, its wednesday!!!! and do you know what that means??? it means tommorow i get to see my amazing, sweet, funny, sexyful boyfriend!!! Holy fwaking shit i love him so much!!! he makes me so happy when i get to see him, even tho now we're limited to only being together when others are around :/ but w/e, i cant fix that until im 18, and then ill be with him whenever i damn well please!!! idk what else to write about cuz i dont wanna talk about stressful school life so ima cut this journal short.

I'm really kinda gettin annoyed with all these brony haters now. I mean, I'm not one to get mad at people for saying mlp sucks, or say that bronies are gay on the internet. Acctually i find trolls like that quite hillarious. But when you have people say it to your face, especially when they'er your friends, who you haven't ever tried to hurt or make them feel bad about what they like, it kind of sucks. It doesn't feel too good to have your friends look at a shirt you're wearing and then proccede to talk about how much they hate mlp. But its not just people being mean to me, and it isn't just mlp that gets me angry. It's furries, bronies, gays, emos and scene kids, cosplayers, nerds, fuck I cant think of any more but you get the point. Sometimes people can be so harsh on others just because they fall under a certain group. They think that just because a person is a furry, they fuck animals and want to surgically get a tail, but in reality furries are just people that like the idea of anthromorphs or humans that have animalistic features and sometimes that is their drawing style. Im not saying that I'm a furry, it's just an exaple, however i do find some anthromorphic art to be pretty damn cute. But anyways, friends should try to support their friends, or at least not bash them for their interests. I'm an atheist and i don't bash my friends who are Religious. And I know what some people are gonna say, "I just hate how they talk about it all the time! It's so annoying!" well guess what? dont fucking listen, and im sure there are plenty of things those people talk about that others dont agree on too. I just dont feel like being excluded from the group just cuz you guys talk about how mlp sucks and i insert my opinion on how i like mlp and im a brony. It's not a fucking disease so dont act like it. But frankly, ive come to realize that i dont care when my friends bash me, i know this whole journal is about my frustration with it, but if my friends want to exclude me from their group cuz i like mlp, and treat me like they dont want me there, thats fine. I'll accept the rejection and move on with my life, and yes, the next day when you talk to me ill be happy and pretend that you never hurt my feelings in the first place. cuz i want you guys to be happy, and if the cost of it is my feeling then its okay. I cant stand to see other people sad because of me, so if youre reading this and you know youre one of those people, please know that im not mad at you, and i respect your disdain for the intrest i have chosen. keep on cutting up your mlp dolls and hating mlp, but i would appreciate it if you guys didnt treat me diffrently because of it, i dont like feeling like a disease, but im not gonna stop liking mlp because of it. I love my friends and i hope that they understand and try not to hurt my feelings, and maybe (this is  a HUGE maybe) give mlp a chance? i mean, its not bad, its a really cute show, but im not gonna force it on you. But anyway im done with my little rant here, pony on guys!!! i love all you nerds!!! <3

So a few weeks ago i went to Megacon for the first time EVER!!! it was lots of fun and i had alot of people taking pics of my cosplay. Saturday i cosplayed Zangoose from Pokemon and Sunday i was Maka from Soul Eater. Ill try and post pics of my cosplays as soon as i can, and i guaruntee you that it wont be soon at all. I had lots of fun at megacon with Daisy my amazing bf Kevin and too many other friends to name, but I cant but feel frustrated with Megacon. Why? well after seeing all these cosplays and having people take pictures of mine, i started getting ideas for cosplays that I could do. Of course i have no money and no job, but im not gonna let that stop me! Ive decided to get a job over the summer at my dads friends office so i can afford it. So if anyones planning on going to AFO or OAD, you might wanna look out for me. I have 4 cosplays I might make, Chi from Chobits, Vinyl Scratch from MLP, Fiddlesticks from League of Legends, and I might do a couples cosplay of Annie and Tibbers who are also LOL champions. I already have parts to Chi and Vinly Scratch, and fiddlesticks seems fairly easy, but i really want to get my bf into cosplaying so i might just do all 4!!! maybe not chi tho :/ but i do have to find a use for  that maka wig that im never gonna use (its too long). but yeah, im just chillin and thinkin of cosplays, my average nerd life....damn it, i need to bake cookies or something cuz im bored -.-'

I mean seriosly! My phone's internet is WAY faster than my computer, even if I'm on Word. -_-
But whatever, the past few days have been pretty interesting I guess, I'm finaly finnished with my Maka cosplay and I'm gonna wear it at Megacon!!! Speaking of which, guess who got a 3 day pass to Megacon for Christmas? Yep, Megacon is officially a go! I'm also almost finished with my Zangoose cosplay. I bought the wig yesterday and today Kevin and I went to goodwill and bought the skirt (of course I'm gonna have to make it a little bit shorter and a little bit sexier ;D).  Then we went to Michaels and bought some feathers and red shirt paint. I was gonna get face paint but i ran out of cash after seeing a My Little Pony coloring book, so im just gonna use it for my face too and hope I don't die! ^-^ I REALLY need to get more money though. puting $50 of my christmas money in my bank account was a HUGE mistake, I only have $80 left in cash for Megacon (if it lasts that long -.-') I need to find a way to make money and FAST!!! $80 wont get me very far in Megacon. I wonder if there's gonna be any MLP events then? I had to miss the MLP party during Matsuri, so I don't wanna miss any MLP event this con!!! Speaking of which, I acctualy caught up on watching Friendship is Magic. You'd think this was some sort of an accomplishment, but the truth is I couldnt be more sad about it. I can't just watch MLP whenever I want to now, I have to wait for a new on EVERY WEEK!    X( Oh well, now I can focus on watching other anime, like Fairy Tail. I've also started watching this kinda old anime called Di Gi Charat. The quality is alittle bad, but the character are absolutely adorable and surprisingly violent, and each episode is about 4 minutes long, so I definetly recomend that everyone watch it! Wow I've written quite alot haven't I??? Thats alot of work for something that no ones gonna read. -.-' Oh well, it feels good to write down the things that I think about (no matter how much it makes me look like an otaku x3) Well, I'm off to go watch some more di gi charat, or maybe I should start watching Tokyo Mew Mew again...maybe. Well this first journal has been fun, but I must go do some more important things, cuz I'm the kind of person that does important things!!! (Is acctualy going to go read manga)